Thanks to you both for the two posts above. I am feeling sick. It's part physical and part mental. I really could use a caretaker myself. I go days at a time not leaving the house. I don't make decent meals. I get nauseated when I do eat. The loneliness and feeling of being abandoned is seeming harder to deal with. It never was easy, but I would have my good intervals. I went to the Psych emergency Tuesday to say I am becoming overwhelmed with my own problems and assisting my alcoholic brother and my S/O. My brother is way worse than my S/O. He is very cruel and I don't think I will drive him on errands for a while, if ever.

Whine, whine, whine. That's me. But I am very depressed.