I was really worried that things must have been overwhelming in some way for you, causing you to leave. I've been thinking of you and will always miss having you around and about, if you end up going. Your posts were always so helpful and inspiring and I wanted you to know that they often helped me a lot. I'm so devastated for you. I feel heartbroken for you and I know you really must be. You will survive. You will. I wish I could do something, anything to take away some of the pain. I'm so sorry that it's led to this after so much hard work, and so many good things along the way too. They are the things that will stay with you in the end, those good things..and I hope at some point, not too far into the future, that another door opens...and you move away from the pain and continue your journey forwards. I hope you're able to rely on all the support you have to help get you through this. You deserve it. Thinking of you, wishing I could do more, and feeling grateful to you too, for all you've shared along the way.