So for those of you who know me quite well, you know I have a zero contact rule with older sibling after naming and apparantly not shaming him as my abuser....

He's been in the country for 3 weeks and you know what I see on all my social media pages despite blocking him? pics upon pics and status' about HIM from the very people I told him about!!!

They've been fawning over him all Fkn holiday while I sit at home alone like the guilty party, and the ONE day I take off work he's visiting my mother!

Great just fkn GREAAAAAAT
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

I should just drop dead already, nobody loves me besides Jordan, and she doesn't have a choice The world is a cruel cruel place...