I'm reallyreallyreally not good. I wish I could text or reach out in some way before you go away. It's 10:43pm and today was your last day working and tomorrow is a public holiday and I'm not sure when exactly you're going away. It sounded like you had a couple of days to prepare, but today was your last working day. I need help and now there is no one to go to for help. I need you to not go away. I need help next week. Next week is such a long time to hold on for and I don't think I'm going to make it there. I don't want to. I REALLY don't want to. Please help, just this once? Please help?

Maybe this is when I stop. Maybe this is it. There's nothing left. Don't you see?