Dear T,

I think you think your techniques work better than they do. I am so sceptical of things and I really wish you could recognize just how I'm feeling in any given moment instead of assuming I feel in ways that I don't. I'm not normal and I wish you'd stop attributing normal motives and feelings to me.

On the other hand, I'd give my eye teeth to be normal, so do you think that if I ignore my experience and my reality and act as if I really am normal, I could become just like everyone else?

I'm still angry at you and I still don't like you, and it sucks that this is the stuff I have to sit with and go through to heal. Why can't therapy make me feel BETTER!!!!!!