Not sure what i want to do right now.
I am looking for a job so i can save up enough to move out.

I have mixed feelings about him tonight, i asked a simple questions and he wouldnt give me a straight answer (I am terribly snappy right now, i stopped taking my meds, gotta start up again)
So i asked him to give me a straight answer and stop being a *&$(#

Well long story short it didnt go down to well, he slapped me. I told him not to raise a hand against me. he said what are you going to do about it... Mum was home are should of heard the whole thing.
I just walked off, i cant defend myself if i ever hit back i get it worse..

And i have a friend over so i am trying my best to keep myself from completely breaking down.
My chest is closing up a bit. trying to calm down again >:/

Trust me i will get out of the place when i can.