Thanks for asking SAWE. She doesn't. She thinks I'll call a crisis line if it comes down to that, I think (I wouldn't). She knows that I'm smart enough to know what I need to do (I'm just probably too stubborn). In reality, I always hold on. I don't know why. I guess she knows I'll survive, no matter what. I probably wouldn't see another T for just a couple of weeks right now. Apparently I'm quite good at making excuses for everything too.