Thank you Adam, There are parts of him there that love me. He tells me he loves me, but his actions don't show it and neither do his words.

I have just come threw the other side of emotional hell. Last Tuesday compared to this Tuesday. My goodness what a difference a week can make. Last week I was ready, beyond ready, to pack my bags. This week. Here I still am. I think I'm happy w/ my choice to stay. But two weeks from now will I still be happy w/ my choice to stay. Most likely not. But who knows. Thank you for you kind responce.