nightsky, I'm sorry that it's ending this way. But like the others posted, you've had wonderful years of healing and connection with your T. No matter what happened this past year, you can't erase the past. I'm sure your T will acknowledge that also. You've grown through your therapy and have been a role model for many of us here.

I hope that you will continue to post how you're doing when you feel up to it. Please know that I have faith that you will survive this loss. Allow yourself to grieve. It's a loss like any other. I hope your last two sessions give you some closure.