I'm no psychologist, but it sounds like you may still have feelings for the ex as well? If so, I think you need to make a choice. Don't get involved with your ex while you are still with your bf. It's not fair to him or you. Having a divided heart will make you crazy and this is not good for you physically, mentally or emtionally. Going to someone of the opposite sex when you are in a relationship is always very risky as it's easy to get emotionally attached to someone who is sympathetic to your situation, especially if they have feelings for you. Since you two have a history together, this makes it even worse.
Better to talk to a girlfriend or post things here. You gotta protect your heart!
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