I was assaulted a very long time ago. It was very traumatic, but it was a really long time ago. I did not speak about this to anyone until the last several years. I am now after all this time having major problems with it. It is present in my life and at times it feels overwhelming. Why didn't this affect me back then and why is it affecting me now so badly. The overwhelm on my feelings is so irrationaly and out of control and sometimes it feels like it I just can't stand it anymore. Has anyone else had an experience like this. I was just wondering what I should do. I don't usually write on these boards, but am getting to the point where I feel I need some advice.