I just did something stupid again. Of course many may think "big deal" but it's the story of my life. Probably both the stupid bpd and aspie in me causing this. I walked up to the water fountain. OMG there were three people there! I just stopped in my tracks and stared. the dude looked back at me like "wtf is wrong with you weirdo?' Ugh... I hate the social ineptness.