I hear you. Man, what a ginormous load you have on your plate. :-(

Silly question: Why would getting psych help threaten your livelihood? I'm working on becoming an LPC, and it's totally accepted, though not quite mandated in my program, that getting into therapy is something just about everyone in the mental health field needs at some point. I would think that would be the case in your branch of the field as well, wouldn't it?