One more that was written as a result of real life. This was one of my worst BPD episodes...
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Waking the Slumbering Monster

It laid there in his mind, just waiting to be awakened. He’d always kept it at bay except for a few times over the years where it awoke briefly, came out of its cave and managed to destroy everything in it’s path. This was a behemoth of a creature that was always in him something that no one would ever want to see released. For the longest time it was not as much of a struggle to keep subdued and in hibernation but something snapped this time.

The monster itself was a combination of not just rage, but pure hatred and every dark thought and feeling that could possibly be conjured up by a single soul. In fact, the level of rage and hatred within him at this point was off the scale. It could not be contained or subdued at this point, let alone send it back into hibernation. The only thing that he could wish for was that with his heightened level of stress and emotion, it’s power would be spent faster and although the destruction might be more devastating perhaps he could contain it within a small area of his life.

What triggered the ferocious beast within him? What yanked it out of it’s peaceful sleep? How could he truly feel such hatred? After all, it was unlike him. He was not one to easily feel such hatred toward another being so permanently. Of course it happened before but that was years ago. He thought that growing up and maturity would have tamed this beast, this monstrosity. Of course he was not beyond feeling hatred, no but his was a passing feeling of animosity toward someone and it was because of his heightened emotionality that would make him feel this on and off repeatedly. But this was different. He was hurt deep and so moved that he decided he was completely finished with this one. It only happened a few times in his life when he would completely cut off ties but when he did, it truly was all but impossible to mend the bridge that may have been there before. Yes this was one of those times.

The only problem now was how much destruction might result from the waking of his giant.