Hello ladies,
So I have a question for you. It's about something I have no experience in, and so I need a little advice so to speak.
I will add here: if I decide to do this, I will be over 21. I'm 18 now. I want plenty of time to think on it.
I have no interest in having children. I love babies, but my personality disorders and whatnot make me isolated, and cause me to have a difficulty expressing emotions to others in a healthy way. Plus if I lose it down the road, my kids will have to see that, just like I had to watch my parents lose it, and I don't want that for them. So I'm not having kids.
But, it feels so wrong to have the ability to be pregnant and birth babies, when others who want children so badly can't. So I was considering donating my eggs to a center so women who want to be pregnant, but can't can have the opportunity to. The thing is, I have a bunch of mood disorders like I said, would that be in the genetic makeup of the egg? I am sure whoever would take my eggs would love the child all the same, but would an egg donor place take them?
I have never been arrested, I have no bad legal history, and my disorders are not violent, but I'm still not sure about it.
Any ideas or suggestions?
Thanks!
BelleCAT
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