I'm dating a guy that I've known for 4 years. We dated in the winter if 08/09 and stopped talking. I met my daughters dad after that and we split January 2011. I started dating the first guy in may of 2012 and I broke it off that July due to mood swings and isolating myself, which I tend to do a lot. In October he messages me on Facebook saying he missed me and wanted to try again. I agreed and we've been dating since.
Hensent me a message about 45 minutes ago wantin to know if I thought we were working out, because we only see each other twice a week.(due to our work schedules, plus we don't live all that close to each other and neither of us has a car)
I texted back saying I thought we were but that I was happy with 2 days a week because I need my space (I feel smothered if we spend too much time together, I have anxiety when we spend time together and even those 2 days per week I sometimes wish he wouldn't come over.) but I know he would much rather spend more time that that. I said its up to him.
I haven't gotten a response back. On one hand I hope this is the end because its an excuse to keep isolating myself and to be alone, but on the other hand it makes me wonder..."did I do something wrong?" Or "is he not attracted to me anymore?" "Doesnit have to do eith my almost non existant desire for sex?" And "did he meet someone else?" I just feel really insecure.
I'm supposed to go to bed right now (making myself go to bed at 9 so I'm not sleep deprived, I normally go to bed anytime between 11 pm and 1am and I'm hoping more sleep will help my mood) but there's no way I can go to bed until I know what's going on!