(Cliche forthcoming) Im 23, no direction, no social life & iv never had a gf. The frustration is im ambitious, intelligent & a gd looking young man

Im stuck in this dark tunnel & im circling this dark tunnel & its only getting darker.. . I just feel so lonely.. It can be overwhelming at times, browsing FB, seeing others embrace at work, through this hollow shell of existence. People like me & yet I don't 'fit in'. My bravado says 'care-free', my inner-sanctuary screams 'normality'.

'Normality' as in prospects & a social life. Because im not a sheep & will never change 'who I am' because im proud of who I am. I can't stand my brother with his stupid bieber hairstyle, piercings & 'grimey' attitude. Vile .

My cousins no worse (hes a pessimistic morbid prick who would suck the life out of a daisy field) but I go out with him 'caus iv no other sparring partner. Gaming is my sanctuary but I need LIFE. Oh & im stuck in a dead-end job .

Im tired of isolatin myself. Im tired of feeling uptight when I know im upbeat. Im tired of the same ****ing routine with nothin to show but un-happiness. I have a qualification in IT, I have some interest in psychology, journalism..

Sorry for the biography LOL , I hope someone, anyone can relate .

How do u find direction without direction?