Yesterday and today, I took a 2-hour nap in the late afternoon, woke up, puttered around the house for a little while, and then went back to bed.

I've been waking up late in the morning and then leaving just to get away from the clutter. Instead of following my To Do List and working on the clutter for a while each day, I leave.

I go out and have lunch somewhere, even though it does not fit into my strict budget to do so.

Then I update the Excel spreadsheet that I use to keep track of my budget and wonder what I'm going to do because my savings is shrinking.

Two days in a row, I have worn my gym clothes under my regular clothes so I could stop by and do some walking, but I haven't done it.

The only person I have talked to each day has been the person who took my order at lunch. Incredibly deep, meaningful conversation, right?

I'm so freakin' lonely.

My excuse for going to bed each afternoon has been the headache that hit me both days. One of those blinding headaches right behind the eyes.