I just got home from an AA meeting--not the ones I've been going to because I'm so angry & don't want my anger to drive me to drink. This was is because my cat Tiger died suddenly today ... I'm devastated. I'm alone now, no RL friends who can actually touch me, look into my eyes, wait up at night till Im home. No one who knows me ... That I'm me ... Me in a special way that no one else can be, for him.
I am so alone, and I don't know how this happened. What it is. I don't think AA meetings can fix it.