this isn't the first time it's happened. I recently went to talk to my psychotherapist and i just happened to very much enjoy talking to him. I liked his looks but I didn't dare tell him that considering how young I am to him. He's like what ten years older than me and it's hard and when i passed by him last time he didn't greet me and it was just so weird. I guess people have a tendency to avoid or ignore me. They're so weird.