I turned 20 last November.
Haha thanks for giving me a confidence boost.My bf told me before that I shouldnt be afraid of talking to others in english but its really,really nice to hear that from another person . Im just soo afraid of making mistakes and that others might laugh about me.I don't mind if somebody makes mistakes speaking german,i dont make fun of them or nothing but still.. i just wanna be kinda perfect.
After gathering some information about BPD i bought a book called "the everything guide to BPD. I hoped that my bf would show some interest in it, but unfortunately he doesnt.We had an argument again last night he even said he didnt think i had a personality disorder and that i was just using it as an excuse. He thinks that people with personality disorders wouldnt see that they are "sick". He does say that Im almost like a different person when Im angry though.He cant understand why i go from happy to VERY upset in a minute about little things. Is it true that people with personality disorders dont actually see that they have a certain disorder?