this is the second time i've actually sat down while it's quiet and taken this test. the first time i got 125, so ummm yay?

anyway...

first test: 125
main concerns

• general coping, 71
• depression, 75
• anxiety, 78
• self-esteem, 100
• eating disorders, 60

other concerns

• life events, 50
• relationship issues, 50
• borderline traits, 46
• dissociation, 42

everything else was under 40.

second test: 115
main concerns

• general coping, 64
• depression, 72
• anxiety, 74
• self-esteem, 100

other concerns

• relationship issues, 50
• obsessions/compulsions, 44
• post-traumatic stress, 50
• borderline traits, 50

and everything else was 35 or lower.

i guess i'm coping with some things better but some other stuff was just on my mind today.

i see people with scores much higher than this, which makes me feel like i'm just being stupid and that i'm just wanting attention. i guess a lot of it is that, but...

i feel so dumb, that my general coping score was so bad. i should be better, i have kids and stuff to take care of all the time, i shouldn't be unable to cope with life. it pisses me off a little.

the obsessions/compulsions score probably shouldn't be that high. i remember one of the questions i just picked something and moved on, pretty sure it was something about performing certain rituals, which i don't. i obsess, but i'm not that compulsive about anything but making sure the bills get paid, haha...