drunksunflower, only do things that YOU know will help YOU.

being forced into a corner will help no one, and you will only feel pressured and ill even more if this continues. i wouldnt normally advise to lie but this time id say to do it. as long as he thinks you are, you can use other methods to help yourself, with him thinking you are going to therapy.

i am sorry you are in your situation. its not nice to be forced to do things.

take it easy and i hope you feel better soon.

and im glad the being sick wasnt anything medical, just stress related, thats good news in my eyes because at least you can say you have health.

simon