dear rainboots,
beads totally hears how ur feelign and tells u that u not the only person what feels like this......beads is 50 and we do the same thing......we wish we had a nice husband that loved us aenuf to marry us etc.....................but it wont never happen we doubt it at this poin t anyways..............but u never know...........just keep reachign far the stars adn remain hopefull..........its all we can do ..................life does not always seem fair but it cuold be worser and u never know what God r whatever u beleive in has in store for u.............so please dont be to bitter and definitely dont give up!!!!!!
sendign peacefull nthunkeds ur way,
all of us beadies