I am so low on words, but I wanted to just say thanks. There are people in my real life who know what is going on, but no one "gets it" like I knew people would here.

I am really REALLY confused. And sad. We met earlier this week and it made it worse, and I'm not sure I'm going to the final session on Friday. I think I *have* to, for myself, or I'll always have this possible "final session" out there and I'll never let it go.

Basically, someone has been in there lying about me all year to T, and even though I begged for us to both sign releases so we could talk about it, or even all sit down in the same room together, T kept saying it was okay, not to worry. I am honestly not even sure at this point what I'm being accused of exactly, or what her "evidence" is...I've had no contact with her, in any form, for 8 months. But whatever it is, T believes her, and I'm done.

Which is horrible on so many levels I can't count them.

I'm super confused and super sad and i just don't know.