We all need to go through the hard time.

I totally agree with Riotgrrrl. I am trying to do the nice things you said and I think so, keep myself busy to fill up the loneliness. But sometimes, I am sentimental, I think over about him. I am worrying all the times. My head says "Don't destroy yourself anymore", but why my heart reserves a bare big room for him.

I am experiencing the hard time, I know your feelings. I cry all the time when I'm alone and before sleeping. But please don't kill yourself with any drugs and don't use them too much till abuse them. Please think that more than one person is always by your side.

We are sad, depressed, seem not to stand up. One day, everything will spin its orbit. At least, not only you are bearing this pain, but also me.

I wish you could be happy. Hugs for you.