Sweetheart be patient with yourself! Life does get terribly tough a lot and most people don't understand us. I'd like to suggest you do something loving for yourself. Like a Anti-stress bath: half gallon whole milk, 3 chamomile tea bags, 1/2 cup Epson Salt mixed with hot water and soak for 20mins. You'll feel so luxurious that the small stuff goes away.

A therapist once told me that whenever someone mistreats you you need to do something special for yourself. Maybe buy that favorite houseplant??

I also know about rejection, I live with my disapproving parents and want badly to move out with my former boyfriend which they can't stand. So, no one wins. Too bad! Just know I care about what you're going through.