Well, it doesn't last that long for me; maybe an hour or less. And if someone's around, like with depression, I can act normal, or more normal, anyway. I keep telling myself that I'm making myself act that way, that I'm doing it on purpose. Maybe it's the stress getting to me or...?

I remember writing in my journal last time. My writing progressively got worse. But later I'm fine, and it's as if nothing happened. Like today: I feel fine.