I had my car insurance set up for auto deduct. Then I changed that. Then I forgot I changed that. So then I realized my mistake. But not until over a YEAR later! And I just called to get insurance again and I thought my old insurance was another than the one I called so I said that one but they said when does it end and I was like "I don't know" and really inside I'm like "****!" I think its THESE people and now I've been breaking the law and I can't ever get insurance again!!! She's calling tomorrow morning. I'm ****ed. I'm screwed. I want to die. I hate my bipolar brain!!!!!!!!! As if I weren't anxious enough lately and now this.... I'm gonna die. I'm gonna die!!! Ativan is looking better and better and better.....