Just the jury duty and my son having a sleep study right before. It's been a long week. Everything is a big deal to me, when I'm usually laid back.

I have a short temper tonight. I need a hug and won't get one. Way too early for bed. I just feel on edge. It started with the depression and then lack of response from pdoc. The extra Zyprexa has helped a bit. I should go watch my show in bed. Wish I could laugh. I think pdoc only cares if I'm Sui. I'm just sad for weeks. Maybe not every moment of the day but basically that's my mood.