
Feb 06, 2013, 06:24 PM
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Member Since: Nov 2012
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obviously i lose my temper easily, but that doesn't happen for no reason. my sister never respects me and always drives me crazy. i yell at her when she does something wrong and lecture her about what she should do. of course she won't listen, she gets angry, calls me a drama queen and leaves. when she leaves, i feel furious and sad and regret yelling at her. guilt is eating me alive everytime the same thinggs happen, even if i am certain she was wrong. all i hear from her is hurtful words and how much she hates me. i know i am not the nicest sister but all i do is just to protect her, i don't want her to get hurt and all i do is hurt her.
i am thinking seriously about leaving. i can't afford hurting anyone. i am sick of this. i just want to be appreciated.
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