And here is what I was really thinking.
1. Take a nap -- But I've already been sleeping too much lately and it will throw my inner clock off even more.
2. Rent a movie -- But I'd have to leave the house, and I don't feel like leaving the house. Plus a movie might remind me of all the things I don't have -- a best friend to confide in, a spouse or someone to be intimate with, a nice house, a happy family living in that house with me, etc.
3. Go to a movie at the theater -- See #2.
4. Take a drive -- But I would still be by myself.
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- Purple Daisy -
Bipolar II * Rapid-Cycling
46. Female. Midwest USA. Just returned to treatment in July 2012 after being out of treatment since 1994. First diagnosed at age 21.
Writer stuck in a cubicle by day.
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