I do really well when "times are tough." I can really pull through. But when the pressure's off, that's always when I seem to fall apart.

For the last 6 months, my boss has made my life a living hell. I hated going to work every day (and I've always loved my job). But I got up every day and went and did what I needed to--no problem (well...some stress and anxiety...but still, I did it). Then, recently, my boss got fired. And it's a huge relief! But rather than feeling excited, I've found myself struggling to get out of bed. I've been sleeping a lot, taken a few sick days. Today I thought I wouldn't make it in to work again (but I did).

It makes me wonder whether or not I should talk to the pdoc about it. But then (and this is a separate issue, really) I worry she'll try to change my meds or add something new...and who knows how that will turn out! And I just don't know that I'm that bad off...I mean, this is not one of my typical depressions, but I guess it's not "normal" either. I don't know.