I can't gamble and I can't sh. It as if all my coping mechanisms, and fun and whatever else it is, have been taken away from me. I want to do something!! I so badly want to do something!!

I wanted to go in the support chat room but no one was in there. How do I start up a talk with someone? I can call a crisis line, but honestly hate doing that. Oh, this is so frustrating.

I am tired of my work, and don't know if I can find another job. I have been at the same high stress job for 5 years, and I am so burnt out. I work way too many hours and see my family very little, but have to make income. Life is so frustrating!

I know I need to be grateful, but I'm tired and I can't do what I think I want to do.