I woke up this morning starving...but with the feeling that I didn't want to eat. it's 11am and I am still really hungry, but I don't want to eat. I feel like as soon as I start to eat, I just want to keep eating until I am so stuffed my pants are tight and I hate myself. Why do I have to be addicted to food?! Why can't it be drugs or alcohol, it would be so much easier to just STOP. I can't stop eating forever.
This sucks.