I had a similar experience when I was going back for my masters (in friends of the committee and public discussion of my personal affairs, along with decisions made without including me inn the conversation). I became very triggered working with domestic violence clients in my internship. I was also struggling to catch up with work from the previous semester because my first internship did not go well (I was told multiple times that it was the supervisors fault, and they will twinks her from the list of approved supervisors for the school). I switched mid-semester, and was have to complete the more advanced work for it on time. Then I became triggered from working with the dv clients. I had a lot of trouble keeping up with the work. I tried talking to my advisors about it. The dean off the school then made the decision to suspend me for the rest of the semester. I was supposed to have a meeting with the dean and others to discuss readmission tho the school in the fall. I called and wrote letters requesting my hearing date with no response... needless to say I never returned. I hope that is not the case with you.
Inn surprised they are not taking the ambien into account. There have been countless care of people getting into even legal trouble while under the influence of that med... I'm surprised outs still being prescribed. if you can, I would surgery finding another sleep med (lunesta is just as bad) and presenting cases of trouble ad a result of taking the med. I would look for police reports with ambien or lunesta cited as culprits... I took the med briefly but stopped after having self injured badly while on it, with no memories of doing it. I was also once found naked in freezing weather walking my dogs in the middle of the night (my neighbor confronted me on it the next day or I would have never known)... scary stuff that drug.
I hope things turn it ok for you.
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