Thank you, madisgram. I'm made some friends at AA, but they've remained casual friends (I'm looking for a close, best friend--just one), or even more they move on ... from me and from AA & don't want to stay in touch.
I have another cat. That's not the the issue. Tiger was one of those soulmates.
Thank you, though. I've had some treasured friends in life. Maybe that's not what's meant for me now, and I must accept it.
roadie