rage is kind of normal... when you are depressed you shout and hurt the only people who love you........ perhaps you want them to leave you so that they would become happy..... feeling invincible.... again i have to say its common... i felt that last time i was depressed... these are just bipolar symptoms but due to your bipolar 1 you are feeling them strongly...

just keep on writing here... write everything you feel... let it all out... it will make you feel better trust me...... and great thing is this forum is anonymous,you don't have to worry about anything!!!!!!!