i was thinking about myself today and how i am.... and i figured it out... i find myself to be a needy person for some reason........my b/f takes care of me and i find it safe...... i dont work....... its not that im lazy like most think i am..... i just cant be in public to long.... and when i take the med for my anxiety to be able to go out in public and not go off on ppl i feel as if im floating till the side effect wears off...... its a good feeling but i dont function as normal as i should..... my b/f told me today not to take them again when im about to leave the house...... but that when i need them the most...... i usually take them at night but my anxiety was up today.. and i had some shopping to do so i knew id better take one before i left ......ok i just totoally got off topic.... im babling sorry..... but yeah i find myself needy and feel safe when someone is taking care of me...... its hard to explain... does that make me a bad person