Hmmm, no not really... paranoia for me is very intense. It doesn't feel like anything is changed, it just feels like "Aha! Now I see the plot at hand!"

So, uhm, here's an example. In July when I was in the hospital I still owed them money from having my baby in the December before. So the first time I was in the ER a lady comes to ask me about it. I tell her about payment plan and she leaves. When I am in the ER a second time another lady comes to ask me about it, and I tell her same thing. Once I was admitted a man comes and asks me about the same thing! So I also tell him. This all happened on Saturday.

Then, the waiting starts. And I am laying there, knowing I need surgery. But what is going on? It's very hard to get information, and the nurse is even confused, not a lot of information coming out way on what is going on for me. So by late Sunday I say to my husband, "It's because I owe them money, they're going to make me wait and am less of a priority." In fact, I tell himt his mutiple times. Well, no, of course not that wasn't it, and he assured me of it. But it was still hard to shake.

You see?