That's not who I see when I "see" you, or think of you. So you lost your cool? You got triggered? It's ok, really! None of us is perfect. Did you get a message from a moderator? I've received them before... Hey we have bipolar among whatever else we have going on. Can you let yourself off the hook a little bit? You don't deserve this asskicking you're giving yourself! What would you tell me if it were me in your place? You'd be kind, I know it!!!

I've already expressed that I feel the responses should have been more supportive of your original intention. That's just my opinion... right or wrong, maybe there is no right or wrong. But people have their different ways of doing things, I'm going to try to be more accepting of that. And I also need to figure out how to not let people get to me. I guess I just want to keep this a safe place too. There's a saying, "No one can hurt me without my permission" ... I'm trying to figure out how that could be, cuz it doesn't make sense to me, but it is a popular saying. Maybe it means if we're resilient, and bending, stuff won't be able to hurt us so much, I dunno?

Right now we gonna help you. You're not perfect, but I still think you're my good friend! Sensitivity ain't often pretty, but step outside of us and see these beautiful spirits we are. I really mean it Dan. We are all black and white and gray, good and bad and in between, but you've got a huge heart in there. I truly believe in you! Let yourself off the hook please? I'll even beg.