(((((((((((( songbird&daisy ))))))))))))))
My heart jumped and I felt fear just reading this. I'm so sorry.
I went through this about 6 years ago. It was horrible. I've only spoken to him the once in 15 or 16 years. There was another time where he entered the apartment that I was in and I don't know exactly how, but he never knew I was there till I was gone. Of course, I don't remember.
I'm just so sorry. I'm sure you can expect an "anything goes" right now. I'm sure much of you has been triggered, angered, upset, frightened, or any other emotion. Please stay close to your t. Have you called him/her? If not, it's probably a good idea.
Reach out to those in your world that are safe and understand how upsetting that was.
When it happened here, I know that I had to keep my world as safe as possible to aid in the settling and safety that was needed. It was one time when I willingly ok'ed myself to stay home, etc. I would go through the house daily showing all of myself that the doors were safe and locked, the phone worked, and other "proof" of today's safety (i.e. I'm big now, i can call the police). In doing that it spoke to all of me. I had to do it repetitively, though.
We're here. Keep posting when you can.
KD