I have a two year old daughter who i love to death but the past 6 months have been horrible, I don't want to do anything. I feel so tired and stressed, I've been trying to get a job for the past year but since i went on maternity i can't find anything. Then i found out my boyfriend of 5 years has been calling escorts and doing God knows what with God knows who for the past 2 years. I just don't know what I did in life to have things to turn out this way. I am feeling so helpless because we are struggling to pay our bills and now on top of everything my boyfriend's dad has come to live with us in our 2 bedroom 750 sq. ft home. He has diabetes and refuses to look after himself so my boyfriend is making me do it. Sometimes i just want to run and never look back. I've told my boyfriend about my feelings and he just doesn't listen. I need help but don't know who to turn to. I used to have friends but my boyfriend had a problem with everyone of them so we moved away from my family too and now it's just me alone.