I have to get new meds because the ones i am taking are not working. i also had to cancle my apointment with my theropist because it conflicted with my work. now i won't see her for 3 weeks. I have been having lots of isues that i can't deal with. but no one to talk to. Lots of racing thaughts, bad thaughts. and the voices in my head are back. I just need help and i can't get it. On top of it all my ex is dooing everything she can even lie to keep me from my son. The friends i did have in this town have moved 80 miles away from here and i have no car so i can't go see them. I am left alone here, lost, helpless. and i don't like it. Sorry if i got off subject from what i started with. i just let my mind go on it's own for a min.