i am begining to think that boxing up my problums caused a lot of problums between me and my ex. We argued a lot. More then i ever did before. and now i am boxing that up with everything else that has happned to me in my life. i also don't want to be in any relationship ever again. I got burned 3 times. I am avoiding the burn. I can't handle it anymore. i know if i start seeing anyone and if she shows anyaffection at all i will latch onto her and not want to let go because of how loanly i am. so i am not going to see people. i will work and sleep. Avoid all contact with other people to avoid beeng loved. because love is shalow.