Leed, you're right. He is innocent because he has not given me any reason whatsoever to not to trust him. There are just certain things that rub me the wrong way when we're talking through text. I know I need to change the way I think! It's so difficult d:

I'm definitely feeling a lot better than the other day. This feeling comes in waves... Once day I'll be extremely happy and everything is good and 3 days down the road I'll feel so insecure. It definitely has a lot to do with my perspective on things. I just need to adjust that to get things to work [: