I am feeling like there's no future for me. I am middle aged, or should I say, I'm more like upper middle aged.

For me I feel like I'm in the in-between stage. I feel like my accomplishments have not been stellar. But now I find myself thinking and planning more of what will I do about retirement and eternity. I no longer think of advancing in my career anymore. Also, I have never been married (though I came close a couple of times) and it seems like that possibility is out of reach for me. I've learned to accept it even though it hurts at times. Also, I feel like a relationship is out of reach.

I have lost motivation to just get out there and make something happen for myself. "Been there, done that". Getting out there never did work for me. I don't have the patience anymore and it feels like it's gotten old.