sometimes i wonder if i want to get batter.. to chage the way i am..... sometimes i like the way i am.. i like telling ppl off........ in the back of my mind i know its not the right thing to do but it makes me feel good to go off on ppl sometimes. just for the hell of it..... does that make me a sick person........... and the whole med thing i know if i just take the pills i do feel better but something inside says your ok u dont need them today....... maybe tomorrow...... then i get all out of control........ iknow i need help but something just doesnt want help.... something says im fine the way i am......