Good! Don't change. It's refreshing to be here and meet people you feel like you haven't met a hundred times over... Don't get me wrong - everyone is different - but many wear masks...

Anyway LAN parties are fun. I don't play video games much anymore and haven't been to a LAN party since Halo 1 (lol) but they can be a lot of fun. The key seems to be to just go out and experience more in the world. Then maybe you'll feel better.