I also feel very lonely at times. for some reason i feel like people actually know what I have been doing because the morning I get back to school I get a lot of salacious looks in return. I also notice that on the days I do this, people are not as social with me as they are normally. It seems like everybody knew beforehand, so they decided to ignore me in advance because many times I am being brushed off to the side and i don't know if guys actually felt like this in high school. Has any of you been there, done that?